Saturday, January 18, 2014

Lentamente/Slowly

Slowly(english short version)
Slowly goes by, the night, taking all my hopes, turning off, the starts in the sky;
with the collapse of the peace, it comes, the full moon treated my inner me;
so unwanted like this sad reality, that bloke's the promise of my sanity

my feelings confuse the thoughts in my mind, in this deep dark hour,
there is no light I can find, slowly is the waiting, to clear off this raining
I strive to see the sun shine and defeat on this battle, called life. 
 


Lentamente
lentamente se va la noche y con ella envuelta mis
ilusiones, con el regazo de la luna llena
viene el colapzo de una paz que nunca
llega, tan ilojico como el ansiado sueño
de la soledad y se desvela mi alma
corriendo tras una verdad, ya no se si es
fantasia, solo se que mis lagrimas me
insistian.

dormitare en la boca del dragon, sere
buscada como aquel perdido eslabon,
soñare con las ganas de amar y ser
amada y finalmente de la cama sere
levantada.

lentamente se va la noche y con ella la
espesura de un derroche, con el silencio
me marcho sin contestar, con la
tempestad de aquel absurdo malestar, se
que en mis brazos te volvere a encontrar
y tal vez tu a mi me vas a extrañar, pero
un dia todo va a terminar y entonces
juntos sonambulos vamos a volar.

con el desmayo de horas perdidas, por el
susurro de una despedida se perdera el
encanto en unas lagrimas ajenas,
esperando una promeza que nunca llega,
todo pasa lentamente en una noche
serena.

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

En los momentos oscuros / In the dark moments



En los momentos oscuros:
Hizo la noche su cometido, enfrio con su oscuridad la serenidad de un dia,
Mas las sombras que se escondian salieron a la luz, tomaron forma y aterrorizaron a los corazones valientes, sus voces confundieron a los decididos.

La muerte intento asesinar la vida, la entrada no encontro la salida,
Era una hora confusiva, las tinieblas cubria mas de una tercera parte de mi vida,
preguntaba, pero no tenia respuesta y asi mas mas me preocupaba,
vi la vida casi muriendo frente a mis ojos, oi sollozos, senti impotencia y basio que habian quedado en el hastio.

Pero una lluvia nueva limpio ese abismo que nos separaba y un trueno potente y sorpresivo fue decipando todo aquel torbellino.
Entonces vi la vida victoriosa de haber vencido la muerte, ya no reinaba la luna llena, si no el sol con un arcoiris a su alrededor, convenciendome, de que todo esta bien,
no hay mas que temer.


In the dark moments:
The night did its mission, turn to cold with his darkness the serenity of a day. plus the shadows that were hiding, came to the light, took form and terrorize the brave hearts, their voices mistook the determined, the death try to kill the life, the entry didn't found the exit;  Darkness covered more than a third part of my life, it was a very confusing hour, I was searching for answers, but life seems speechless;

And so, I worried more, I saw life almost dying, before my eyes, I heard sobbing, I felt emptiness and impotence who had stayed in the tiredness, but a new rain clean this chasm that separated us and a powerful and surprising thunder clear my mind from that whirlwind, then, I saw life who'd come victorious from defeating death, as not reigned the Moon, but it is the Sun, with a rainbow to it's surrounding's, convincing me, that everything is fine, there is no more fear to find.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Enigma, Uncover the mystery


Enigma, uncover the mystery

sci fi novel

Synopsis:
We are born in a world full of all kinds of conflicts, specially racial; would it be the fact that we can't understand each other? We live in a world with great abundance of mystery, maybe one day we will find the meaning of everything, True is, that life is like the most complete movie that can exist which can easily be the most successful in the career of our existence, which can make us capable of all kinds of actions, but what happens when reality meets fantasy? will it be easier to accept a lie than the truth? but there is a fact, that most find more fascinating the supernatural than the normal, good or bad we are always looking for answers, would it be that inside of each one lives the essence of that lost kingdom? everything remains in silence and from the silence emerge a story created from the mystery, Enigma...

Introduction to the story:
in the year 3,300 a legend arises called, enigma, it comes of a major change that took place for the 2,999 year, caused by a catastrophe that make's the Earth rotate in the opposite side of the Solar system transforming the cold regions into hot regions, there was so many things that they were hidden in the depths of the glacial that came to the atmosphere, and so, that way, it was discovered many things, that was a secret from centuries and millenniums, it seems that the world, returned to start all over again from 300 years by now, but knowledge continues, they had to find a new way of survival from the catastrophes and wars, now in some regions people live under the surface of Earth and in other regions they live under the empty space of the ocean , it has been said that the year 2,999 it was the year when the world was paralyze and human race gone mad by its own knowledge and lost control when they reach 90% of intellectuality of their brains, and then, there was the beginning of a new era, a story that build Giro, Solar, Aurora, and some other characters that soon will emerge on this story too...

The premonition:
That night Aurora sits down at the window of her room to contemplate the deep dark sky, suddenly a tear falls from her eyes when
she recalls about her tragic past and said, I will never forget that day, my parents who worked for the intelligence of the
nation were executed in front of me, I was only 10 years of age and in front of my brother too who was 15 years of age
immediately passing that, we got removed from the House, we were taken to a ward, but after three years has passed my brother has
became a scientist and finish building a House and so he walk away from the ward and took me with him and together we went
to live in the House that he had built under the sea in a empty space where there is oxygen in a different landscape, so
that is how it has been my life and my brother's,difficult but not impossible, that's what my mother used to said; but it
still haunts me the noise of those shots and the military taking us by force out of the place, but still I don't understand
what was the reason for all of that, but I know that one day I will be able to learn the truth, then tired Aurora lies on
her bed and goes to sleep and then she start dreaming about an invasion of human beings from other planets;
The invasion:
Where an empire begins another end's, the space in which we move is like a mirror of repeated actions and that is like
dimensions that take us to the past; Then one day after that dream in the morning of the next day in the Millennium 3000 of
the 31st century, it was seen in the sky signals of many huge triangular spaceships the lights was silver and gold all like from
another world, they came from a distant planet, called alpha, all when landing seemed as if had disappeared their ships
 but
is that they were camouflager as part of its technological system, all of those being's were 8 to 10 feet tall and to avoid not be attacked they
wore a garment that camouflager, they came from there planet as a refugee's on planet Earth because their planet it was been
destroyed in a constant war against the other two planets that attacked them called Unerta and Esferla, all toxins of their
combat weapons is now exterminating all animals and plant life on the planet alpha, they were responsible for extinguishing all
life on Orunio and now that planet is inactive, Unerta and Esferla worked together in a unit of a great evil empire, they
have much in common because they are planets of great riches and a stunning technology that together have operated sowing
panic in the universe, these two planets that have four moons of crystal individually, at times approach and by times
deviate turning around the solar system, some calls
 them shooting planets like the (shooting stars) because in the world
they are the only one's rotating that way.

Everything is nothing/ Todo es nada

Every story has there end, nothing last forever in this temporary land, time had taken almost everything from us, but tell me, who can stop the clock? and take back what time has stole us?

Everything is nothing, what can satisfy, what is real need? money, fashion and sex, just let emptiness, replacing indeed what love can give...

some people don't seen to realize, that beauty is a temporary glory, like the flowers in spring, soon winter will come visiting
remember the essential part of your life comes from the inside...

The challenge of life

The challenge of life
I come from a long journey, where I have to face my biggest fears, where the angel of death whispers in in my ears, where I have to defeat an enormous dragon in order to complete my deepest battle, time confuse my mind, I was searching but there wasn't something that I could find, I run away from reality, I change the name of fantasy, I try to wait for destiny but it never arrived, I knew, I have to do something to bring my dream alive, to see my inner warrior rise,

so I walk in another direction, where my hope's gave me the strength to continue, after all failed battles, my heart guided me through that dark tunnel, in all this I repeat to myself, this is only temporary, one day I will find glory, but the hours, the days, the months and years came and passed and I couldn't do nothing to change it for something, I was feeling that again, I was losing and I asked myself, where is all the indulgence that I'm suppose to gain, through all this time of pain?

No answers, just trials and I heard in my heart, this war is not over, not until you move over, but one day I decide, to let go and make a stop, that was when I realize, that my great story, was behind, trying to reach me, following me, waiting for me, and I understood that it was more simple than I thought, so I took the courage and fight back, instead of hide, I will do more than what I have tried, so I start all over, I put together the pieces of my broken dreams and I build a pair of big and strong wings, I challenge myself to do greater things and this time I could fly high and never ever look behind...

I learn that sometimes the smallest things in life, can hold the most of your opportunities to shine, now I can proclaim, that at the end, I win the war after all failed battles, I could defeat my struggles and I became finally free, I persist and I reach, I conquer my inner me,
This is the challenge of life don't let your story fall behind...

My 8 years of waiting... Battle against Authorhouse





My 8 years of waiting...

Battle against Authorhouse


On the year of 2005 I suppose to start my writing career with the publication of my first book, named, Enigma, descubre el misterio, (translation) Enigma,uncover the mystery, so in that time I unfortunately contact Authorhouse and went through the publication process with them, which I can described as tormentors, they were suppose to correct the book from any grammar errors (as part of their job) but instead they send me the errors, for me to corrected and they even charge me a $50 fee for every time they do it and that happens more than five times, even when I was sure that everything was alright, they supposedly find errors and send it back to me along with the fees and the worst is, that some of them looks like the same errors that I corrected before, (of course that way they can charge more and more) so after that the manuscript suppose to be error free, but for my surprise it wasn't.

when I finally got in my hands the first copy of my book that was just published, it was full of grammar errors, even the few words that have on the back cover, (in other word, it was horrible) after I have paid more than $2,000 the truth is that I was so frustrate with the result that I decide to tell them to cancel the sell of my book, but they told me it was already in promotion, but I told them, that I know is only available on your online book store and they told me that they will do it;
but a month later, I search Authorhouse book store by curiosity and I saw my book on sale in Authorhouse book store, I got disappointment and I call them immediately and ask them, why my book is still on sale in your book? and they start making non sense excuses, like, the one who suppose to take it out, doesn't do it, so I ask them, did I have any sales? but they told me, no, nothing have been sell yet and I told, I want you to put it out of stock right now and they told again, that they will.

so a week later I checked Authorhouse book store and this time it wasn't there anymore, so I was okay with that, but I don't realize about how fraudulent they were acting all the time from the beginning, because I didn't took the time to learn more about the publishing process, (that's why crooks like this take all this advantage); but then, five years later, one day searching the internet I found my book been advertise around the world and available in different languages, I was shock! so I decide to try to buy one, to see if it was real that it was really on sale and for my surprise it was all real, when I receive the book that I pushed, I notice that specific copy doesn't have all the grammar errors that my first copy that I received from Authorhouse does have, so I was very angry, I call Skip mikely (the one who went through the publishing process with me and he never answers and when I call try to talk with someone about this they keep me on hold for long time or they just tell me that they don't have nothing to do with that;

frustrate, I try to search for a lawyer in Florida, but no one do copyright cases in here, so, I post a complain online on complain board and rip off, one day in the complain board a lawyer contact me telling me, demonstrating a genuine interest in my case his name was Brian Felgoise, he just exchange a few emails with me asking for information and never gave any updates about the case and then he just disappear and I never heard about him anymore, I was feeling more disappointing, but after that one from rip off I was contact for one of the writers that were complaining in that site, telling me to contact, Eric Vaughn-Flam because he was going to start a class-action lawsuit against Authorhouse, well at list this time this one game some updates but after a while of taking the case, one day after 6 months of being enroll in the class action lawsuit I started to receive weird emails from other writers like this:
On Thu, Aug 23, 2012 3:23 AM EDT Christina Ibbotson wrote:
>Hello fellow authors,
>
> My name is Christina Ibbotson. I am one of the authors in the pending
>class action suit against AuthorHouse. I have received an email from
>attorney Eric Vaughn-Flam, regarding this matter, and later was Cc by
>author Emmie Ross in her reply to Eric. I am writing to you, in
>conjunction with author Melissa Pettignano, in opposition to the reply that
>Emmie Ross sent to Eric. I have not included Emmie Ross or Barbara Lee in
>this email due to differences of opinions and conflicts of interests.
>Nevertheless, Melissa and I find it especially crucial to address this
>matter with you directly, given that the authorship/livelihood of all of us
>is at stake, as we speak.
>
>Emmie has asked Eric to wait until *after* the Appeal is filed before
>moving forward. I don't believe this is a wise or fair request on Emmie's
>part, due to the fact that Author Solutions, Inc. sued Barbara Lee, for
>certain reasons. Emmie Ross was Barbara Lee's witness, not a Defendant,
>and none of us have anything to do with that case.
>
>>Neither, Barbara Lee, or Emmie Ross, has lawyers representing them in that
>case; Barbara Lee responded Pro Se, and it appears that she lost the case. And
>thus the need for them to prepare the Brief for the Appeal, as well as the
>overall tone stated by Emmie: that "*there was no way humanely possible for
>any attorney to win against ASI*"!
>
>That might be fact, when going Pro-Se against these publishers, but that is
>not true for us who stand a great chance to have legal representation right
>when we need it! In short, Barbara Lee's current battle, and Emmie Ross'
>involvement with it, doesn't fall under the same category that all of us
>represent.
>
>Please refer to the following link to see Barbara Lee's Chronological Case
>Summary:
>
>https://mycase.in.gov/CaseDetail.aspx?CaseID=10092175
>
>Our feeling is that if we wait for Barbara Lee's case to continue through
>its many stages, the statutes of limitations, for several or for many of
>us, may run out, and, at that time, no lawyer on this planet can help us. We
>are the ones pursuing justice for our cases, and certainly have suffered a
>great deal, and waited a long time to finally come across a team of experts
>willing to represent us.
>
>Even though Author Solutions sued Barbara Lee, this does not mean that
>Barbara Lee and Emmie Ross don't have their own issues against AuthorHouse,
>which means that they can join our class action at this time, if they so
>choose to, perhaps even while contending with the ongoing case. The
>"Author Solutions, Inc. vs. Barbara Lee" case may take a lot longer than
>anybody anticipates, and we, who have been blessed with this team of
>wonderful lawyers, have a right to proceed within the timetable offered to
>us, without any sense of split loyalties.
>
>We are sure that if you all contacted attorney Eric Vaughn-Flam it is
>because AuthorHouse has stolen your royalties, has taken your book hostage,
>and has violated the contract that you have with them. AuthorHouse has
>done terrible things to us, and none of us should be asked to put our
>golden opportunity, to settle this matter, on hold, simply because Emmie
>Ross and Barbara Lee are busy with Barbara Lee's unrelated case.
>It is not up to Emmie Ross to say whether we should proceed with our case
>or put it on hold, it is up to us. Emmie Ross, by no means, has the right
>to speak for any of us. We have our own voices and it is our time to go
>ahead with Eric and his class action counsel in taking care of the issues
>
>Indeed, attorney Eric Vaughn-Flam was not only sincere enough in his
>willingness to stick with us, but also considerate enough to continue
>looking into this matter with other counsel, on our behalf, and report back
>to us. At the end of the day, it is our own case against AuthorHouse, for
>which we are seeking justice and restitution.
>
>Emmie wrote: "Barbara and I have gone into bowels of the ASI "lion den" in
>order to help over 70,000 authors take ASI to court."
>
>Well, please consider this: it is our own cases that help us get into court
>for the wrongdoings that AuthorHouse has bestowed upon all of its authors,
>not Barbara's case, in which Author Solutions, Inc sued her and she's still
>filing appeals. If they have 70,000 authors then they can have their own
>class action whenever Emmie Ross is ready to proceed with the 70,000
>authors, but we, who are with Eric, are a solid group who wants to move
>forward with our own lawsuit against AuthorHouse.
>
>As you know, Eric (the attorney) mentioned in his email to us all that the
>roadblock has to do with arbitration. This does NOT mean that Eric and his
>team of counsel haven't found a way around it. Eric and his team have
>asked us authors if any of our claims go beyond the exact terms of our
>contracts, and I already know that myself and Melissa Pettignano contain
>entirely different claims that is copyright infringement, which is not
>subject to the arbitration clause. The same situation may apply to a
>number of you reading this email.
>
>In regards to the "Burden of Proof" that Emmie mentions in her email, the
>Burden of Proof went attacked by counsel to ASI, when it was uncovered that
>the Burden of Proof was inaccurate and the court threw it out.
>
>I appeal to all of you, to wish Barbara Lee and Emmie Ross well in the
>current case they're tackling, but please remember the suffering that you
>have endured at the hands of this underhanded, evil publisher, and let's
>move forward with Eric and his team of counsel. This opportunity may not
>come around a second time this quickly.
>
>Through the Grace of our Good Lord, Jesus Christ, we will triumphantly
>overcome this battle and win!
>
>In closing, if you are determined to tackle AuthorHouse, win the case and
>get this behind you, please submit to Eric anything he has requested, ASAP,
>and let him know that you all are as well on board to proceed to the next
>step.Thank you for your time.

after this he drop the case without any notice, but now a new law firm seems to emerge, who is already investigating Author solutions, Giskan, Solotaroff, Anderson, & Stewart law firm that specializes in class action lawsuit, hopefully everything goes different than before, (with that I mean, better) because I have already wait for justice too long and there is a lot more authors out there waiting and seeking for justice too.